Hearts

Wholehearted

=

Uncompromising

at heart.

Unwilling to eat for my flesh in the place of desire.

Meaning my words ...

Without the shallowness of easier-said-than-truly-resolved promises.

Silent resolve,

walking in the wisdom of responding to confronted truth and reality.

Not rejecting insight.

Walking in the fullness of truthful light.

Facing it all.

Having courage.

Bless this heart that fell from the honoring state of holiness in wholehearted persistence.

2012

I'm going to learn and play at least two songs on my own guitar- and get good at it. I will play for people.
I am taking a lil trip via airoplane to Kentucky to see my Bennetts. And BB neice.
I am going to visit Kate n Noah and and see them and their sweet little newest prcious one, if they're willing.
I am going to dance on pointe, amen.
I will express myself in dance form before the Lord and with others in the midst of praising God. Amen.
IAnd I will pray for and minister using my gifts before God, with God, by Him, in Him, testifying to His heart on behalf of others- & lift them up.
I will not be judgemental or afraid of flags. haha
I will take a trip to San Diego and see Brandi, Karissa, and Everyday. Networks to connect closer to Everyday Mexico.
I am going to see Mexico-prepare and plan a trip to connect there & with Pastor ___ from college group days.
I will get TESOL certified. Amen!
I will finally make a trip out to Yosemite.
I will finally go to the Grand Canyon!!
Maybe Baby for my birthday with Tara?
Maybe Baby for 1/2 birthdays in April.
I will take initiative to behold moments, make the effort to see the meaning and believe in meaning in moments!
and embrace moments, planning more!
I will be more celebratory and put the work in that it takes in effort to get there- in order to reap the benefits of further enjoyment and celebration. I will put work, therefore, into making moments, times and celebrations better, fun, and good!
Making outcomes in times together with friends and family members, especially my sister, more impacting in significance.
I will take my time to create projects.
I will bring them to completion.
-At least one, ore two is ideal!
I will finish a book I have always wanted to read!!
I will plan a party!
I will find it worthwhile to take my time and to celebrate.
I will not live in a frame of mind of hurriedness. Nor worry!
I will find my own apartment and live in it for this next year. For as much of it as I can!
I will maintain my finances on my own, be completely on my own, and find my own understanding of self-sacrificing hard work and financial burdens gone, as well as financial self-sufficiency and freeedom! Completely!
I will pray my mom back finally.
I will get out of credit card debt.
I will prioritize my finances and not flippantly or carelessly spend.
I will strategically plan my finances,
I won't be afraid.
I will be confident.
I will take the right kind of risks- I will know what kind of risks to take! And when to take them!
I will have people over for dinner!
I will tithe first.
I will pray for everything.
I will pay for people when I think about it.
I will laugh so much, way more often.
I won't make excuses! I will go on spontaneous and stupid trips sometimes.
I will take responsibility for myself regarding self and home care, like taking out the trash and cleaning my bathroom.
I will buy nice, quality things for myself sometimes.
I will be a missionary.
I will choose to be brace and go to my work with Jesus's love and power and safety. Amen!
I won't be afraid of people at work! amen!
I will freely be me and laugh all the time, as much as I want, without double thinking about myself.
I will not think about myself so much.
I'll let Jesus, my Lord and Savior take of me.
I will lay down my pride and be stupid. hehe
if it's so.
I will fly out of LAX by myself at least once.
I will love, enjoy Summer and embrace it!
I will get a kitty kat and name it something wonderful! And I will take care of it and love it and snuggle with it a lot!!!
I may take a trip to Disneyland! Amen!
I will plan for Summer and my trips!!
I will be happy and supportive of my friends when they get birthdays, boyfriends, fiances, new jobs, exciting news!
And I'll take initiative/the lead in planning parties for them to celebrate, sending cards, taking them out to dinner, celebrating them with gifts, cards, presents, and special acknowledgements.
I will pay for my friends sometimes because they are worth it and I am NOT broke!
I will not put myself in my pity & "concerns" first.
I will go to New York, preferably for New Year's.
I won't crush my own desires or dreams no talk myself out of stupid things.
Because otherwise I will probably never be myself.
I will find that making my own mistakes sometimes is okay and worthwhile.
Because I need to live my life!
I will walk with my Lord!
I will visit the Mitcheners on the Barrier when I go to New Zealand.
I won't live in fear of my Mom's worry, concern, or critiques.
I will frame more, many, pictures!
I will be a little stupider & not judge so harshly myself nor others!
I won't be afraid of mistakes!
Nor stop myself from doing things because I'm afraid of making mistakes! Amen!
I will finally buy a digi Canon and take my photography to a serious and more professional level.
I will read Savannah By The Sea before January is over. (I sorted through storage finally after work one night, and, only to find it was in my car all along, started it by Jan. 30.)

My Grid and Map for this next year. It's ok if it gets messy. :)